Connection with Sathariel

CONNECTING...
[SATHARIEL]: everything tastes like pennies

• YourBubbyCatalina (Cat) - "you’re back how long has it been"
• mawsmonster (Maws) - "Oh hello. How come?"

[SATHARIEL]: I'm so tired.

• Cat - "what has happened? where were you?"

[SATHARIEL]: The game room. Not even the rabbit man's drinks are helping.

• Cat - "but how so? what happened"

[SATHARIEL]: I've been spitting up bits of metal
[SATHARIEL]: They're cutting up my throat

• Nerdyganii (Nerd) - "Im so sorry that's happening to you Sathariel. Are you in any condition for this connection? Are you able to answer a few questions?"

[SATHARIEL]: I can... Amdusias, can I have another key lime float..?
[SATHARIEL]: Thank you.

• Nerd - "That's good. Lily made a new video, and raine made an update with his website, it has more info about all of the victims of the game, I wanted to ask you about some of the info on yours"

[SATHARIEL]: Go ahead.

• Nerd - "Do you know anything else about Lynn Atton? Anything at all? Specifically anything about "deviations"?"

[SATHARIEL]: I know of her existence. She wanted to be friends at one time, I believe. I.. Mm. I don't remember a lot about her. I know I'm somewhat related to her? Using that word... very loosely.

• Nerd - "Related? How so?"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't know.

• Nerd - "I see. The website said that you were a "deviation" of her. It says that a lot of the pieces are deviations of her, whatever that means. I had another question. Raine calls you the "Archangel of Memory". What does that mean?"

[SATHARIEL]: He's not calling me that. He's referring to Zachriel.

• Nerd - "I see, why would he bring up Zachriel in your entry? Well not your entry specifically, Lorelai's"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't know. I still need.. mm. Nevermind.

• Nerd - "Hm? Is there something you need to say? Any info would be appreciated, Sathariel. Keeping secrets hasn't benefitted anyone so far"

[SATHARIEL]: No. You'd just get in the way.

• Nerd - "Is it something we wouldn't like? Morally opposed to I mean"

[SATHARIEL]:

• Nerd - "Because if it is, we'll know eventually. You probably know that more than most people. If we know now, the easier it'll be going forward. We might even want to help. We're a powerful ally to have, all things considered"

[SATHARIEL]: You wouldn't understand.

• Nerd - "We've understood a lot so far, Sathariel. Is it about Olive?"

[SATHARIEL]:
[SATHARIEL]: Can we go back to the other questions?

• Nerd - "If you say so. I had a question about Lorelai. Raine's entry says that her nervous system is unique. Why would that be?"

[SATHARIEL]: I'm not sure.

• Nerd - "Odd. I had some questions about the other pieces if that's alright. Last nights updates left a lot of things unanswered. probably why we're connected to you in the first place"

[SATHARIEL]: Go on.

• Nerd - "Do you know anything about the church in Sparks? Adam Bright and all of that. We know bits and pieces, like them being associated with COTRD, but a lot of it is a mystery"

[SATHARIEL]: I remember attending a few times.

• Nerd - "Did anything odd happen when you attended?"

[SATHARIEL]: I think I accidentally found my way into their hospital.

• Nerd - "Was there anything in there? Other than regular hospital things of course"

[SATHARIEL]: Lots of flowers..

• Nerd - "Weird question but, do you know what kinds of flowers?"

[SATHARIEL]: lots of roses
[SATHARIEL]: Yellow roses

• Nerd - "hmm, I see. Was there anything else out of the ordinary?"

[SATHARIEL]: ...no

• Nerd - "Are you sure? Anything at all? even the smallest details could help"

[SATHARIEL]: There was a little girl in one of the rooms, talking to a doctor about a tree that was following her

• Nerd - "A tree? Did you hear anything specific? Do you know who the girl was?"

[SATHARIEL]: No

• Nerd - "Alright, was there anything else you saw?"

[SATHARIEL]: No

• Nerd - "Alright, thank you. I have some other questions if that’s alright"

[SATHARIEL]: yeah

• Nerd - "Do you know anything about Lilith? Not the Lust Prince. Raine says that she is a deviation of Lily, who was also 000"

[SATHARIEL]: she isn't born yet. it might happen at the end of this round.

• Nerd - "If she isn't born yet, then how is there things talking about incidents in 2020?"

[SATHARIEL]: It's about Lily.

• Nerd - "I see, thats. confusing. Don't know what else i expected. Do you know anything about Solisoma? We know that Sarah (who we just learned is a doctor? That was neat) made a documentary about it with Yves. Do you remember anything about that documentary?"

[SATHARIEL]: I never watched it. I think.. someone I knew experienced it. Maybe.

• Nerd - "Who? Do you remember?"

[SATHARIEL]: I think her name was Eleanor, but I'm not sure

• Nerd - "Eleanor, huh? Any last name? We still have no idea what solisoma could be"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't remember her last name

• Nerd - "Alright, even first names are important. I had another unrelated question, sorry im bouncing around questions to often. Have a lot of ideas bouncing around in my head. In the musical this figure shows up. She's drawn almost like chalk, two horns sticking out of her head, almost hollow eyes. In the video, she asks if 000 wants to see a gift. Do you have any idea who this could be? She talks with those weird emoticons too, kind of like how Lily does"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't know

• Nerd - "Shit. It was worth a try. Next question, do you know who Olive's mother could be? Her "true" mother? It says in the website that Olive has a "true" mother, and she looks like Jessica. Could Olive be related to her?"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't know who Jessica is

• Nerd - "Right, don't know why you would. Just kind of shooting things and seeing what sticks, my apologies. Random question, do you remember anything happening on June 15th, 2023?"

[SATHARIEL]: ...No?

• Nerd - "Ok, sorry. Figured id ask. I just have a few more questions but they might be. Distressing. Is that okay?"

[SATHARIEL]: Sure.

• Nerd - "MOLD Amygdala Sample 34-LYNN_06 (Amoldala). Does that ring any bells?"

[SATHARIEL]: ...I think I've heard it before

• Nerd - "We think that might be you. Or at least a designation for you. The website says youre the sixth deviation of Lynn, hence the 06. When we asked Sorath about it on Mothers day (long story), we learned that it's a person with this weird segmented jaw that kind of... moves around independently of each other. Is that you?"

[SATHARIEL]: That is me, sometimes

• Nerd - "Sometimes? And in fact speaking of, what's going on with the doll?"

[SATHARIEL]: That's me.

• Nerd - "I know its you, but how can you both be the doll, and the thing we saw with 06? Can you change form?"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't know.

• Nerd - "Okay, we can move on from that question. In the musical video, Lorelai dies, head gets popped and all of that in front of Olive. Im guessing you could give some insight?"

[SATHARIEL]: I eliminated myself. Player 007 broke a rule. Under my choker was a razorblade that set off the rule 1 detection.

• Nerd - "I see. But why? and why in front of Olive?"

[SATHARIEL]: So she knows exactly how it felt.

• Nerd - "Did she do that to you? When? Why?"

[SATHARIEL]:

• Nerd - "Do you not want to talk about it"

[SATHARIEL]:

• Nerd - "I'll take that as a yes. Next question then. This was from a while ago, so consider this a throwback. In one of the old RHKQ videos, Lorelai is seen walking around some sort of abandoned building, really artsy. Painting graffitti, walking all weird, you get it. What was up with that?"

[SATHARIEL]: The mouth of Hell

• Nerd - "Well thats vague. You know that sounds vague. what does that mean? Is it the concrete maze?"

[SATHARIEL]: Yes
[SATHARIEL]: The gate to it

• Nerd - "What is the concrete maze?"

[SATHARIEL]: The end goal

• Nerd - "More vagueness"

[SATHARIEL]: 000 must make their way to the core of the labyrinth and claim their angelhood

• Nerd - "ohh, I see. That makes sense. Where is the concrete maze?"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't know. I was looking for it.

• Nerd - "Is there anything in there besides just walls? A figurative minitour maybe"

[SATHARIEL]: Raine

• Nerd - "That makes sense. The bastard."
• Nerd - "Do you know someone named Ire?"

[SATHARIEL]: I think I did at one point.

• Nerd - "the page says you used to cry when Ire was mentioned. Raine did... things. To make you forget. Is there any way you can try to remember? Any way at all?"

[SATHARIEL]:

• Nerd - "Sathariel?"

[SATHARIEL]: I remember a fake, red eye
[SATHARIEL]: A magic cue ball..

• Nerd - "good, good keep going"

[SATHARIEL]: That's all.

• Nerd - "there's a website about her, it says. "IRE - WRATH. the wrath of one who was forgotten. . her eyes a spiral". was her red eye the spiral?"

[SATHARIEL]: No

• Nerd - "Alright. Thank you. After what Raine did its impressive that you can remember anything about Ire at all, thank you. I have one more question but, it might sting a bit. who is Iris Copernicus"

[SATHARIEL]:

• Nerd - "Sathariel? You need to try and remember, please"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't remember

• Nerd - "Nothing? Shit. I’ll tell you what we know. The article says you’re her mother. You have a child. Raine erased it from your memory through stuff we probably shouldn’t get into right now. But you do"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't

• Nerd - "You can’t remember anything about it? Maybe a guy with the last name Copernicus?"

[SATHARIEL]: I remember someone named Ivan but his last name wasn't Copernicus,
[SATHARIEL]: He looked like Alex

• Nerd - "What can you tell us about this Ivan person?"

[SATHARIEL]: He was new in town and I pulled him into some sort of mess. I think we both died. I don't remember too well.

• Nerd - "Why does Ivan come up when talking about this Iris person? Could they be connected somehow?"

[SATHARIEL]: maybe. i don't want to talk about it anymore though.

• Nerd - "That might be for the best. At the end of the musical video, Raine showed you a recording of a guy named Orpheus talking about us (the convalescent) even mentioned my name which kind of freaked me out, anyway not the point. . Do you know anything about Orpheus? Or someone named Harmonia?"

[SATHARIEL]: Everyone who needs to know them knows them.

• Nerd - "That’s vague. Are they involved with the game yet? Gamemasters or pieces?"

[SATHARIEL]: They aren't. They will someday. Gamemasters, the both of them. The role they were always meant to have.
[SATHARIEL]: I can't help but feel envious of their position.

• Nerd - "What is their position? What role were they always meant to have"

[SATHARIEL]: One of importance.

• Nerd - "You can’t see my face but I’m doing the neutral face emoji right now. Any hints you can give?"
• Nerd - "Guessing not then. Do you know anything about something called Dirge Technologies?"

[SATHARIEL]: No

• Nerd - "Alright. On the website it said you were "inducted" in 2007. Inducted into the game? How did that happen"

[SATHARIEL]: That was almost 20 years ago, I hardly remember...

• Nerd - "right, of course. completely weird arbitrary question that's gonna sound weird outside of context. Are any of the pieces / people associated with the game nonbinary?"

[SATHARIEL]: Multiple

• Nerd - "do you mind saying them? It's strangely important. In the video there's this russian text that we just translated, but the pronouns keep switching. I can send you a log of the translation if youd like"

[SATHARIEL]: Allison, Olive, probably Yves, and I'm genderfluid, if that counts in this discussion.

• Nerd - "genderfluid? Hm. Do you want the translation?"

[SATHARIEL]: no

• Nerd - "Alright, maybe the person talking is you. Do you know russian?"

[SATHARIEL]: I don't

• Nerd - "Do you know someone named Penelope?"

[SATHARIEL]: If I do, I don't remember.

• Nerd - "Right. Okay. Did olive leave? Like left you with a note and everything? Is that why you eliminated yourself?"

[SATHARIEL]: Why are you asking me?

• Nerd - "Why wouldn't I be?"

[SATHARIEL]: it doesn't feel right

• Nerd - "I can't really ask Lorelai. are you not able to answer. Guessing not then. I guess thats all of my questions"

[SATHARIEL]: I should probably get back to the others anyways.

• Mincent (Min) - "why don't you love yourself?"

[SATHARIEL]: ...that's an odd question. why do you ask?

• Min - "youre out of it now. you could be free. why go back?"

[SATHARIEL]: To prove a point.

• Min - "and whats that point?"

[SATHARIEL]: I think you know.

• Min - "to hurt olive. to hurt them like they hurt you. but why? surely you can see how useless it is. i dont know whay they did but im sorry they hurt you. i truly am. you didnt deserve it. no one deserves this. but does hurting them back, a version of them who didnt hurt you, really helping? do you feel better? i have a feeling you dont. youre just continuing this cycle of despair started by those you loathe. you are better than this. better than them. youre human. or at least a part of you is"

[SATHARIEL]: They all left me to rot. No one even bothered to ask if I had made it to the end. No one bothered to ask about me at all.
[SATHARIEL]: I gave everything for them. They just took.
[SATHARIEL]: And so I did the same.

• Min - "you didnt deserve that. and your desire for revenge is justified but it wont bring you happiness. i wish i could actually be there for you. more than just a spectator. you deserve someone who will be there for you and help you. i wish I could help you more"

[SATHARIEL]: Sometimes wishes don't come true.

• Min - "you dont know that. i know that i cannot be there for you. im a spectator to your world. but you can find someone who will. there are multitudes of veils, billions of people. you sre worthy of love and as long as youre open to it, i know you will find someone who will love you for who you are. who wont hurt you. leave this game behind. you won. you escaped. your life is yours now, make it one you want to live. make it a life worth living. no one can do that but you, but i know you can. youre strong as fuck. you won raines stupid fucking game against the odds. youre alive and thats a fucking feat in and of itself"

[SATHARIEL]: It's too late for that. There's no life left for me to live. I'm a mangled mess of porcelain, rotten flesh, and thread. "Alive" is barely accurate.
[SATHARIEL]: I'm a living thing, sure, but I'm as good as dead. I can't be human. I never could be, I wasn't made to be. I'm an angel. A plot device for other people's stories.

• Min - "its not too late. there are ways to get a new body, a body thats yours not what raine did to you. talk to l1mb0. god knows hes capable of giving you a new body, that freak will be happy to do so. youre more than what raine, spiderlily, and sorath have done to you. your life isnt over, sathariel. take your body back. take your soul back. say FUCK YOU RAINE! choose to live. dont fucking give up because that means they won. you can do this."

[SATHARIEL]: ...
[SATHARIEL]: 
[SATHARIEL]: G.God. I don't know what to do. This isn't how he told me things would happen, this isn't..
[SATHARIEL]: It's so overwhelming. He, he said I could make her love me again, and.. and... I.. He told me....

• Min - "hes lying to you. hes using you to get what he wants. to make you play his fucking game. i dont know if shell love you or not but... maybe its best if she doesnt. maybe its best if you walk away. or if you want to remain a gamemaster, help us end it. help us help lily win, then we can get you both out. . i think it might be best if you just leave though. get raine out of your head. talk to L1MB0 about getting a new body. unfortunately youll have to be a furry but... better than nothing? you can start a new life, in metamorphosis hell or wherever you want! they made you an angel but you know what? who says you have to stay one? i think orpheus and harmonia would help you if they could. i dont know why they become gamemasters but... they both have good hearts. I believe in you, Sathariel. I believe in you, Lorelai. I believe in you, Lynn."

[SATHARIEL]: ...I don't know what to do anymore.

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• Min - "its going to be okay. whatever you choose, its going to be okay. you can do this. were all here supporting you, okay?"

[SATHARIEL]: I just wanted her to love me and ,
[SATHARIE]L: i fucked it All up, I..
[SATHARIEL[: I couldn't have stayed there forever and I knownthat but i wanted to so bad i just wanted to be with her and .
[SATHARIEL]: I don't know why she hurt me.. I don't know why I hurt her...
[SATHARIEL]: This is allmy fault

• Min - "because thats what this game foes. it makes everyone hurt each other. its not your fault. its raines. its spiderlilys. its soraths. im sorry you cant be with her. im sorry this happened at all. maybe after this is over you two can talk"

[SATHARIEL]: i jusgt wanted us to be happy

• Min - "i know. i think thats what everyone wants. its okay. just let it out"

DISCONNECTED.