Connection with Harmonia

CONNECTING...

Oh what the fuck is this.

• mawsmonster (moss) - "whats up bitchtits"

what did you just call me.

• moss - "You heard me sugar momma. who this"
• almarane (alm) - "Hello. Please stay calm. We don't want you any harm."
  • "We may not have much time and get disconnected at any moment, so we must act quickly if you want our help. You may have seen people like us previously, but there is a high chance it wasn't actually us."
  • "We don't know who you are, can't see you, and all that you say is transcribed in written form for us, so we have no ways of identifying you. First thing first, please tell us your identity and if we talked previously."

YOU DONT KNOW WHO I AM AND YOURE CALLING ME SUGAR MOMMA AND BITCHTITS??
BRO.
oh wait. waittt this is familiar
is this raines fucking?
game?
are u the convalescent?
im harmonia, by the way. we havent talked before.

• alm - "Yeah, sorry for that. Think of it like talking in a big chatroom. You'll get people throwing insults to perfect strangers."
• alm - "Nice to meet you, Harmonia. We are indeed the Convalescent. You seem to know about Raine's game ?"

Fuck. Uh, yeah. A friend of mine showed me pretty much all of this. Um... what round is this? Gonna kill Raine for invading my dreams somehow.
Also hi

• nerdyganii (nerd) - "Who's the friend of yours?"
• winglesswurm (dirt) - "Hi Harmonia Iris Reeds who currently resides at 1 Hawkmoth St, Cinnabar Orchard, Gluttony"

Their name's    . I need to visit them again...
DID YOU JUST DOX ME?!?!?!? BRO? I'd ask how you know but like you're in my house so. That and my house isn't exactly super private.
Anyways, I can give information if you want. Just start asking and I'll answer what I can.

• alm - "Thank you for your cooperation Harmonia !
• alm - "We were wondering..."
  • "What is your relationship with Raine and Sorath ?"
  • "How have you and Sorath met by the way, if you don't mind us asking? Some of us are surprised a god and a demon would pair."
  • "Also, seems like we can't hear your friend's name."
    • "Maybe you could give us other info on them ? Like their job, their gender, some details that are specific to them."

Uh well, Soraths my wife so... well, more specifically her current avatar/vessel is. Her name's Claire and I love her more than anything. As for Raine... we don't really get along. I don't understand him and I just. Despise his cruelty. This "game" is one of the big reasons I don't like him... that and he killed someone I cared for in quite possibly the worst way.

We met a few days after the apocalypse started I think, I'd been hanging out in a server she was in and we had talked a bit... but one day I sort of woke up in her house due to this fucking entity. We kicked it off and started dating, long before I knew she was going to become Sorath. ...before I was a demon either. 

Umm... well... theyre a dromen? I don't think they have a gender... uh... apparently I was the first person that could see them... it took a bit for them to even believe I was a person and not someone they hallucinated...

They were really sad. I really need to see them again... they must be very lonely.

• alm - "Ooooh... Okay. Well that's a lot to unpack to be honest. Sorry in advance for the question bombarding that's gonna follow, or if we sound incoherent."
  • "You talked about an apocalypse... What apocalypse, though ? When was it ? What happened ?"
  • "For your encounter with Claire, we also would like for you to explain it like we're 5 year olds. In what server did you two meet ? And which entity transported you to Claire's house, and how ?"
  • "You then said Claire was going to become Sorath. Does that mean she wasn't Sorath before ? Some of us are theorizing, from what you said, that Sorath could be more of a title than a person, and perhaps could be chosen among different humans. Is that how it is ? Does that mean Sorath's identity can change between rounds ?"
  • "How did you become a demon ? We heard of people becoming angels, but that one's a first to us."
  • "As for your Dromen friend... We vaguely heard about Dromens, but we don't know how to communicate with them. They might be an important piece of this puzzle. Do you know how we could do it ? Maybe we could meet your friend as well ?"

Well, basically my veil was like. getting world ended (?) by this demon prince called Abaddon. The TLDR is basically that he wanted to end the world for shits and giggles? I guess? And ending my world would end. well. All The Worlds. Everything. Everything would return to Sorath. It started October of 2021, we defeated Abaddon December 2023. A fucking lot happened, not really sure how to summarize all of it. 

We met in a now defunct server called The Church of The Raindrops. It was run by this bitch named Lucille. The Playwright teleported me to her house, it just can do that? It can do a lot of shit probably. 

From what I understand, everyone is Sorath. We are all collectively a part of Sorath, but some of us are more her than others. Claire was the most compatible and basically became the host. Lucille was next in line, then Roxy I think. Sorath is not a title necessarily, Sorath is... the culmination of humanity? Sort of? The culmination of living things. And no, I don't think her main avatar could change easily unless somehow Claire died but, thats not gonna happen. 

I died. Well, its a bit more complicated then that. I died but was sort of kept in a stasis by the Playwright, until my friend Thrall gave me half his soul. It brought me back to life as a sort of half demon until I died again and became a full demon. Becoming a demon is a lot easier than becoming and angel, I'll tell you that. If you die, chances are you're waking up as a demon in an afterlife. 

Well, talking to a dromen is like talking to any person? Well, there's different types. I think some are like animals while some are more like people. Lucille for example, is a dromen who is very much a person. I think greater angels are actually classified as Empryean Dromen.

I'm unsure how you could meet my friend. I stumbled upon their domain by accident. It's going to be difficult for me to find them again.

• nerd - "That actually answers a lot of our questions, thank you for being so helpful, we did have a few more questions though if you don't mind"
  • "What are the veils? Is that another word for worlds?"
  • "What do you know about spiderlily?"
  • "Who's the Playwright?"
  • "Do you know that Sorath is playing in Raine's game as one of the game masters?"

Veils are sort of like alternate worlds yeah, more like parallel universes rather than serperate planets though. 

Spiderlily is sort of the opposite of Sorath? In the sense of what they represent. I see them both almost like Yin and Yang, Spiderlily as Yin and Sorath as Yang. Neither are completely pure evil or pure good, and they balance each other. They're forces of nature, primoridial beings that keep the veils working the way they are. 
While Sorath seems to lean more towards "good" and "light", Spiderlily leans more towards "evil" and "darkness". Its more complicated and nuanced than that, but that's the basics.

The Playwright is... a fucking Thing. Apparently some sort of entity that works for the good of the universe but it... apparently tormented my family so. Whoop di do. 

I know. I don't like it but it's good for the veils overall I guess and I can't really Stop her. So... I don't know. I don't know what to do. I hate it. I hate the idea of people being put through this torment for the entertainment of entities with more power, even if it's technically with the purpose of making angels. Its fucking infuriating that despite everything, I still can't help them. I can't fucking help anyone. 

Now, I know everything that happens in these rounds. At least, as much as I can remember. I'd recommend asking those questions, though if Raines censored me once, I'm sure he'll do it again. If you tell me what round this is, I'll try and tell you what I can.

• thejonkler (jest) - "has an angel been made from one of the rounds yet? do you Know?"
• nerd - "We know how you feel, we've had to watch the rounds play out, its pretty heart wrenching.
  • "Why is the game good for the veils? This whole time resetting thing seems like it'd damage spacetime more than it'd help it, I have a few questions about the rounds"
  • "Has anyone been made an angel from the game yet?"
  • "Raine is working on a surgery involving angels with a woman named Lily September (she's cool), do you know anything about that?"
  • "What does "Around the bend and back again" mean? What's the bend?"
  • "Who's the Roman Killer? Why is he killing people?"
  • "Why do players have bombs in their neck?"
  • "Who is spiderlily controlling?"
  • "What do the cat gifs mean that Raine keeps sending?"
  • "Is Raine related to spiderlily?"
  • "What are all of the player names and numbers in other rounds? Do the numbers change?"

First, yeah. Sathariel. Shes was made from          winning. Can't remember which round that was. 

It helps the veils by making sure there's angels. Angels will help make sure that what Abaddon tried to do never happens again, that the world never comes that close to ending. 

Not really? But I think that              is when everything goes fucking batshit. Endgame basically. 
Gonna be honest, I don't know. Maybe a way to explain the loops?

There's multiple. I think Sarah is usually one of them, I'm trying to remember who the other one was in round 5.... maybe... maybe     ? Or Oleander? Or uh... Lorelai? It's been a while... some things blend together. 

Its a way to enforce his rules. If you break them, you die. Though its kind of stupid if they don't know what the rules are, but whatever. 

Spiderlily has a few proxies.      , Oleander, Alexander, um...         ? I think? 

I don't know anything about cat gifs. 

Not biologically I don't think? 

Uhh.... shit dude, I don't remember all of them. I know Olive, Zoey, Cassidy, Sarah, Oleander, Alexander, Lorelai, uhhh.... Allison? Um.. Faith. Fuck. Faith...
Just... take care of them, okay? Faith, Oleander, Zoey... they go through a lot, even outside of the game. I couldn't save Oleander or Faith. Maybe I didn't try hard enough. 
There's more than one reason why I hate Raine. He's hurt a lot of people to further his goals. 
After        won,      is 000. I don't know if you can but... try and change the outcome. Be kind to them, take care of them. They've been through a lot, inside the game and out.

• nerd - "Raine censored a lot of what you just said."
  • "What can you tell us about Abaddon? "
  • "How did you trye to help the players? "
  • "Is there any way we can stop the game and Raine? "
  • "Who else has Raine hurt? "
  • "Why can't you just make people angels without the game? "
  • "Surely there are more ethical ways of choosing angels. "
  • "Why is Sathariel a gamemaster"

Ugh. Of course he did. I hate that f-----. 

I knew them outside the game... not very well I admit. Faith... she was a          . I didnt realize that       was manipulating her. I was fueled by anger and defeated her without thinking about trying to talk to her. I think there was a way to save her but... I didn't. I didn't save any of them. 

I saw Oleander die. He died in Metamorphosis at the age of 17, meaning his soul was basically stripped of everything that made him him. I dont know if I could've stopped it. Probably not. Still though... he didn't deserve that at all. 

Raine's hurt too many people to count. The           he manipulated into trying to bring about the end times, Roxy, Orpheus, all of us. Everyone in the game. He's cruel. 

I know angels can be made without the game. It's just... slower that way I guess. I don't know. 

As for Abaddon... he was prince of Violence. He and Lucifer (prince of treachery), manipulated Catalyst hell to their liking in order to bring about the apocalypse. Abaddon was pure evil. He had some sort of twisted fucking ownership complex over me, maybe because he tried and failed to kill me a few times? With Abaddon gone and Lucifer in hiding, the apocalypse came to an end. Abaddon still exists, but he's sealed away and it is very *very* unlikely it will ever be freed.

I don't know why she is.

• cherrycakez_ (cherry) - "hi hello may i ask what your favorite mlp character is🎙️"

Umm... I've never seen it... Im sorry...

• nerd - "From what we know, winners of this game can either be any of the game masters (Sorath, Spiderlily, Raine) or 000. Supposedly also Sathariel can apparently too."
  • "Do you know of any other proxies for the game masters? And are they the same between rounds?"
  • "From what we know, Cassidy possibly saw something like floating lights in a dream before killing olive's parents in round 2, do you know anything about that?"
  • "Why is Lorelai back in round 5 after being absent in rounds 3 and 4?"

I'm sorry I dont have any answers this round of questions, I genuinely don't know the answers to any of those. I can't remember who Soraths pieces were... 
All I got is that they usually choose the same pieces, but that pieces can be stolen.

• nerd - "what were you talking to Lucile about?"
  • "Also I have an idea, we don't really know what we don't know, if that makes sense."
  • "Is there any info you think is important for us to know?"

You saw me talking to Lucille? When? Whats the context? I don't talk to her much really... were text messages leaked or something??
Um... I'm not sure what to say. 000s identity would be the best but I have a feeling the fucker censored me on that one. I'll try giving you a hint. 000 is right in plain sight. [They're] someone you're familiar with. Maybe moreso than others.

• nerd - "is lorelai 00?"

Not in Round 5.

• moss - "Harmonia can you do a backflip?"

I wish... uh. Can you elaborate on the Lucille thing though? Like what were you talking about there?

• yourbuddycatalina (cat) - "is Sathariel currently uh living?"
• nerd - "what can you tell us about this radio? Can you see the one I'm talking about?"
  • 

If I wasn't trying to figure out why you mentioned me and Lucille talking, I would've tried waking up after that message...

As for Sathariel, probably?
Wait a sec- Ivy??? Is that your voice???
Wait- Alexandria???
STOP SIMPING FOR MY WIFE WHAT

I can't see a radio

• Detective Faux (me) - "If I may Harmonia, about that radio comment earlier."
  • We've (somehow) been granted viewership of a past interaction you had with Lucille, supposedly around the time Round 2 was taking place.
  • It seemed you and her were both in something similar to a dromen domain that looked almost identical to your own residence right before the apocalypse.
  • However neither you nor Lucille could teleport away or exit through any known doorway.
  • Y'all seemed to just 'loop around' if you tried.
  • You both had a conversation around that time that went a little something like this:
    • ...
    • H: "Any idea what would want us here?"
    • L: "Realistically, I'd say it's a dromen domain that we just happened to get caught up in, but I doubt it. This doesn't feel like a domain."
    • [A Radio then flashes to our PoV but for a moment & disappears into the background]
    • H: "Yeah... Plus then we'd be able to teleport out."
    • ...
  • We're unsure how you got into that situation, how exactly you both escaped, or why we've been granted access to view such an event.
  • However, it caught us by surprise when we noticed something that, seemingly, neither of you did.
  • It looked like a vintage portable radio with a built in speaker, rectangular in shape, and had a single antennae. possibly sitting on the kitchen counter.
  • Is there anything information you could share with us about that situation?
  • How you got there, how you escaped, or if you noticed anything like what I've described later on?
  • My best guess was that someone may have been listening in, but that's purely conjecture.

...oh. What The Fuck. Was this in one of those YouTube videos?? How the fuck did Raine- IM GOING TO KILL HIM-
[Incomprehensible angry muttering]
I don't know how you know about that, but whoever is responsible is going to fucking pay.
        was the one fucking holding me there.               like we were both         to fucking get       to me or something- to fuck with my head. She was working for         I think. It was her        or something. It was all a fucking horrible lie. 
Orpheus, Kade, Ari, and Claire saved me. Stormed        s castle and found me. Roxy               , Orpheus sealed        . I was the damsel in distress like always. 
I dont think there was a radio there. I dont know.  The radio you mentioned might be a reference to the radio        s sealed in. 
This was recent. Around December

• nerd - "Yeah I'm sorry we didn't understand most of that"
• cat - "also also is sathariel like, currently alive? have you seen them as of late?"
• dirt - "Is the whole 'holding me there' 'working for' 'it was her' situation related to/was it preluded by you wandering into a sewer-esque maze and finding Lucille with the whole 'I know somebody is watching!' 'You'd be right.' interaction thing where she offered to 'Teleport you back home'"

UGH. WHAT FUCKING GAME ARE YOU PLAYING RAINE??? SHOWING MY FUCKING PERSONAL SHIT AND THEN CENSORING IT WHEN I TELL PEOPLE?? 
Yes. Meeting Lucille at the fucking. place. Can't think of the name- led to being trapped in a cage made to look like my house. Can you hear that or does he censor that too?????
Ive never met Sathariel. I dont know if shes alive.

• nerd - "He didn't censor any of that."
  • Personally I don't understand what game he's playing either, or why he'd censor information from his "patients", he's a really enigmatic guy.
  • What can you tell us about Lucile?
  • You got locked in a cage meant to look like your house?
  • How long were you in there for?
  • Did Lucile lock you in?

Lucille was a fucking bitch dromen who manipulated people and lied to them and ran a fucking     . 
I think                   a couple months. I don't know.  I got shit to track down once im awake.

• nerd - "I'm guessing you're saying cult? We can't tell because raine keeps censoring it."
  • Is there any way we can help you track down these people?
  • The more allies we have the better we can make the situation for everyone involved

Yeah. And the people are just Raine I guess. I dont know what the fucking point of this shit is if hes going to censor everything I fucking tell you people. Gonna kick his ass for apparently putting my private shit out for you people to see so. Ugh. I guess this shit doesnt stop, huh? Even after the apocalypse is over, the powers at be will never stop hurting people.

Raine Evans :

• moss - "He's laughing at you by the way."
• nerd - "Oh speaking of the apocalypse I had a question.
  • What is the deity war?
  • What can you tell us about it.
  • At least anything Raine won't censor.
  • What can you tell us about the apocalypse too?"

Yeah, I can fucking tell. Going to have to blow off some fucking steam after this. God, I love just being laughed at because I'm powerless! Because despite having the soul of a demon prince, I cant do shit! I cant even seal the demon that killed me. I'm tired of it all. I dont know what a "deity war" is. Never heard of it. 
I dont know what to tell you about the apocalypse. Most of humanity died. Shit fucking went down, Earth was terraformed to act like Catalyst. I turned from a normal human to the wife of god I guess. 
...
I guess that's all I am now. Her wife, the friend of the man who ended the apocalypse, the Killer Moth... 
I wish you didnt connect me. I wish I didn't think about this. I don't want to think about how much I hate myself, how pathetic I am. If you wanted to remind me, you should've told me to my face like Roxy did. I know you're watching, even if I can't see you. 
Why don't you just leave me alone? Was everything you already did not enough??? Do you like to see me suffer, Raine??
...who doesnt I guess. Sometimes it seems thats all I'm good for.
....
....
anymore questions

Raine Evans:

why? what have i done to you? ive never been able to stop you. i couldnt stop you from killing knight, cant stop this fucking game.
why do you fucking hate me?? are you mad that sorath actually fucking loves me? that youre just a failed fucking experiment? youre fucking pathetic. you will never be happy, despite how much you claw at the walls, hurting everyone around you in the pursuit of it.

Raine Evans: "T. THAT'S WHO YOU'RE MAD ABOUT? You were close with Knight???? REALLY??? HHhahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA DUDE. That is LAUGHABLE. He was a pathetic little roach, even weaker than the rest of you. He was easy. Low hanging fruit. I could have done that to any of you. I just chose the one I thought you'd miss the least. Jeeesus. That is awesome."

it doesnt matter if i was close to him, he was still a fucking person that you destroyed in the worst way possible. you couldve done it to any of us? then kill me. do it right now if all i am is a pathetic little roach. im at your mercy, Raine. Do It.

Raine Evans: "No. Not you. I could, but I won't. Your suffering will come slowly. Painfully. You will lose everything. You will have the most dehumanizing, painful experiences imaginable in your lifetime. You will not be gifted the freedom of death until I say you can."

• nerd - "I feel like Raine patched us in just so he could make us see you two argue. If you ask me both Sorath and Raine have both messed up, mostly raine but it's not entirely his fault. I think if he was loved a bit more when he was younger he would've been nicer :("

Think you can beat what's already been done? Try me. Crucify me for the third time, rip out my soul and cut off pieces, you'll always be in second place. Torture me physically, mentally, and emotionally, but I still have what you want more than anything. 

Seriously, convalescent? Thats a pathetic defense. I know people who have suffered worse and aren't as miserable as Raine Evans. He has no excuse for his behavior, he does it because he wants too. If you want any more information out of me then don't give me pathetic defenses of someone who has done more harm than good in his life. 
And honestly, Raine, it's funny you say that. I could choose to die if I wanted to. You don’t hold as much power over me as you seem to believe you do. When I die, it won't be because of you, that I know for certain.

• nerd - "I'm sorry if we offended you, Harmonia. To reiterate I'm fully on your side, we don't know why Raine is doing the things that he's doing or why he is the way that he is. But [some] of us here agree that you're in the right, if that means anything"

Since he's gone quiet, ask your questions again. That's all I'm good for it seems.

• nerd - "The more things we know the more we can help you."
  • We see you as a human being, unlike that bastard Raine.
  • If you just need a moment to breathe we don't need to bombard you with questions
• nerd - "But if you want to keep answering questions, here's what I've got"
  • We're really unfamiliar with the apocalypse and all the events that led up to it (don't ask how we dont know, long and complicated story), but I have a few more questions
  • Abaddon started the apocalypse, right? What can you tell us about him?
  • How did the apocalypse end? Has it ended yet?
  • What can you tell us about Knight? We haven't heard that name before.
  • What do you about about this excerpt:
    • D:R053_Systems/Catalyst_H/L5/Logs/Prince
    • Updated to latest version - Catherine Corundum
    • Version_Azriel [NOT FOUND]
    • Version_Abaddon [NOT RESPONDING]
    • Version_Ambriel [NOT FOUND]

Thanks but, I'm not human. I'm not sure what being human means anymore. 
Leading up to the apocalypse nothing seemed out of place besides like. the sky flashing red a bit. 
Abaddon was the prince of Violence, a layer of Catalyst hell. He started the apocalypse so everything would return to Sorath for whatever reason. 
It ended when Orpheus        Abaddon around December. 
Knight was a friend of mine. We weren't very close but... he was a good person. We were in the same survivor group, went through a lot together. 
Azriel was second in line to the throne of Violence. He tried to kill me so I killed him instead. Catherine was born due to his death. 
Abaddon is sealed but not dead. 
Dont know shit about Ambriel, Abaddon probably killed him for the throne.

• jest - "the middle between Orpheus and Abaddon is redacted, I'm assuming it's 'killed?'"

No. Abaddon is not dead.

• nerd - "What can you tell us about the throne of violence? That explains why Catherine is such an asshole"

I don't really know what youre asking. Catherine rules the violence layer of hell now that Abaddons gone. Thankfully she actually seems to be doing some good with it, even if I dont like her.

• me - "I did have one question about what we've seen before."
  • If you recall to the earlier scenario about the radio, Lucille happened to have a pin or sticker on their shirt with a smile sticker attached.
  • We've seen other players in Raine's messed up game also wear this pin too.
  • Do you happen to know what it is, where it came from, or why some people wear it?

Pretty sure its a symbol of the Church of The Raindrops, which Lucille runs.

• me - "What exactly can you say about this "Church of the Raindrops"?
  • We've only loosely heard the name thrown around, and have seen quite a few people wear those pins/stickers.
  • Of which we've only seen Lucille, Raine, Adriane, Allison, and Jessica wear these from what I recall.

Cult that Lucille, Raine and Roxy ran. After                , Claire became the executioner. It culminated in an event where Spiderlily killed most of the cult and then the      killed Lucille, Roxy, and Claire.

• me - "Going back a bit, Could you explain a bit more about the Playwright?"
  • You said it was "some sort of entity that works for the good of the universe," and that it "tormented your family."
  • What exactly do you mean by this? What did they do?
  • Could you explain any further on how this 'entity' ties into all of this?"

Apparently it sort of tormented my dad his entire life. Caused a car accident which killed my older sister when she was a baby. Sometimes it talks to me but its so vague and pretentious... It claims that most of what it does is for the betterment of living beings, whatever that means. My sister became an angel so... maybe that has something to do with it? Like making angels like this game? Or maybe it was to lead me to Sorath. 
...the world would've ended if Sorath hadn't fallen in love with me. I don't mean to be conceited but that's what I've been told anyways... she would've been content to fulfill Abaddon's plan until me. 
I don't know how it ties into Raines game, honestly. I see it as the type to try and play god like the rest of them, so I wouldn't be surprised if its helping in some way? But I dont really know.

i um

i think im wakign up
my head hurts like a bitch
talk to you guys later maybe- uh
take care of the players if you can. just treat them with kindness. god knows they need it.
see ya

DISCONNECTED.

Raine Evans: "No cat gif.🙂"