Connection with Sarah

CONNECTING...

Gghh.. gGhh- 
*cough cough*
 I can't- 
...Hff.
Ffuck.
FUCK.
FFUCK!!!
Ok.
hhhhh..
Ok.
I can't-
I didn't-
I couldn't finish. FUCK.
I'm doomed. I-
I'm disgusting. This is disgusting.
I can't-
....
.....
hhh.

• Mincent (Min) - "hello?"
• the junekler (June) - "hello"
• Evelyn (Eve) - "hai!"
• June - "?"
• Detective Fa͜͡ux (Me) - "Hey, are you alright?"

Wh. 
Wh-
Hello??? I
..
I
I'm hallucinating. I'm hallucinating I can already tell I'm hallucinating FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK!!!
And I can't-
I.
I'm dead. I'm going to die. Or I'm going to be Worse. I'm so fucking dead.

• mawsmonster (Maws) - "HARK! WHO GOES THERE? State your name soldier!"
• Me - "Hey hey, calm down. We mean you no harm. Are you okay? What happened?"

You always mean harm. 
You-
You're.
Are you-?
Fffucck. I can't even move my head.
Ohhmmyy god.
I was- This
This whole thing was to get away ffrom you fucking-
Uuggh. 
*hack hack spittoo*
CChoking on my own ffucking-
hhh.
He's going to take me back isn't he. That fucking-
one eyed. gilledfffhcking
LIAR.
you're his- His little. freaky fucking.
Mind cronies.
I hate you. You're here to laugh at me. You're gonna spit on me. Step on me. You're gonna make me suffer because I tried to get away because I tried to stand up you-
You sick ffucking
Don't talk to me. Let me die. I'd rather die.

• Maws - "Spiderlily? What do you mean he's going to take you back? Did you do something?"
• Min - "we dont work for him. actually, most of us hate him. assuming you mean spiderlily, that is."
• Me - "We dont mess with spiderlily. He's a sick fuck."
• Min - "we dont want to laugh at you. im sorry. you know he wont let you die"
• Maws - "I dunno they seem pretty on death's door"
• unluckyknight (Luck) - "SPIDERLILY CAN SUCK AN EGG"
• Nerdyganii (Nerd) - "oh hello! who are we talking to?"

I don't-
Mmaybe??? I don't- I don't know his NAME!!!
Tth- The Moon.
The robed.. Black robed sickffucking manipulative-
You're going to manipulate me. You're going to lie. He always lies.
I jjust-
I need to finish carving.
I have-
Wh
Where's tthe-
Knife.
Where's the knife. Did you take my knife. You're trying to stop me. I hate you. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I FFUCKING HATE Y-

*cough cough hack*
...
...
ttastes like shit. smells like shit.
dying pile of shit.
pathetic. rotting.
i Want to die. I don't want him to take me again. I can't. He'll make it worse. Everything worse.

I'm a coward.
I'm a coward.
I just-
*sob*
fuck.
I need to finish. Where's the knife.
I-
Whhyy can't I movee-
*sob whine sob*

• Maws - "Finish what?"
• Nerd - "we aren't lying to you. Please don't hurt yourself"
• Maws - "What did you need to finish? Oh well thats kind of dumb I mean. Where are you right now? What caused this?"
• Me - "The moon is what we mean by 'spiderlily' and he's an asshole. I can guarantee we're not associated with him, but that's for you to decide of course."

don't.
don't fucking-
PATRONIZE ME!
you have eyes. You have FUCKING EYES YOU CAN SEE YOU CAN SEE WHAT A MESS I AM WHAT I DID WHY IM SSUCH A FUCKING
FAILURE
DONT YOU HAVE. 
EYES???????
You. Shitstains.
I hate you.
Fucking
I hate you. I hate you

• Me - "we're literally blind"
• Maws - "Hey buddy fuck you, you're bullying blind people! for shame!"
• Min - "this is a text box for us, its a chat we can text in but we cant see or control our movements"
• Maws - "I can control your movements."

... 
I
I'm sorry. I didn't
I'm sorry.
That's...
I'm sorry. I didn't
I'm jsut
I
I

• Min - "what are you trying to do? its okay, im sorry this is happening"

im sorry

• Nerd - "It's okay. You're clearly going through a lot right now"
• Maws - "Just focus on breathing, in and out, try to clear your head if you can"
• Me - "we may not be able to see the anguish you're going through, but we can definitely "hear" it so to say"
• Nerd - "try to compose yourself. Are you hurt at all? Do you need a bandage or anything?"

fuck im just
I
im lashing out i dont know.
im
ffuck
I
i dont
i dont want to be his again. I dont want to i cant ill
Id rather die
he'll tighten the leash harder than i could
EVER
IMAGINE
and i
im sorry
i need to. finish
Carving
Where's the knife. I need the knife
I
Fuck
hhhh

• Me - "If you don't mind, could we ask what it is you're carving?"
• Min - "where are you?"
• Nerd - "please dont carve anything"

I'm. 
I
I can't move.
I can't see. I
I can see
I just
I'm looking. up
And it's dark.
It's
It's gothic. kind of
stone looking
chapel
i dont.
Im hallucinating.
Im on the floor of my room. Covered in blood. IN a pool of my own blood. I
I ccouldnt stop
puking up  that
black. shit
and
I
hhhh
I was carving a 
Affucking
sigil
or
symbol or whatever. I
I need to finish it
he will Never get me again. He hHATES it. My BODY hates it. 
I need to finish it. I'll besafe Ill be fine I 
I 
hhhhhh
I can't-
MOVE.

• Nerd - "why do you need to finish it"
• Me - "will the sigil provide protection or something?"

DO YOU HAVE A DENT IN YOUR FUCKING SKULL I SAID IT I SAID IT YOU BELITTLING FFUCKING RAT ILL BESAFE ILL BE ME ILL BE FREE ILL NEVER BE HIS FUCKING MURDERSLAVE AGAIN
I NEED. TO FINISH IT. OR DIE. OR
ANYTHING
ANHYTHING THATS NOT BEING HIS FUCKING
PUPPET!!! ANYMORE!!!
I
YOU
FUCK YOU. FFFUCK YY- ggrrrk-
*cough cough*
hhhh. it
really burns.
i hate
this.
coming out of my body.
ggggod
if thereeven is. a fucking
God
im
im sorry. im sorry i got mad again im sorry

• Nerd - "thats okay, thats okay, lets move on to a different subject, does that sound better?"

no. no you
you stupid
Fficking
Fuck you. 
You fucking
You manipulative. Fucking
I hate you. I HATE YOU
YOU TRY TO PLAY NICE YOU TRY TO ACT ALL SWEET do you need bandages oo doi you need help NO YOURE-
YOUR E TRYING TOSTOP ME. FROM FINISHING
YOU'RE TRYING TO STOP ME FROM FREEING MYSELF
YOURE WORKING FOR THE MOON. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU  I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

• Maws - "I do not think there's any helping this"
• Min - "can you yell for help? maybe someone can help carve the symbol for you?"
• Me - "WE'RE NOT WORKING FOR ANYONE YOU DENSE ASSHOLE?!?
  work and talk if you must, I dont care
  we just want to know why we're here in the first place, okay?"
• Nerd - "we arent working for anybody! Please believe us"

no. nobody is around. just me. and
You.
You fucking-
You 
You.
Wake me up. Help me or kill me or shut UP and LEAVE ME ALONE.
HELP ME OR KILL ME OR LEAVE.
i need to move. I need to move
I 
i cant
ffffuck
fuck.
fuck
FUCK.
i
i need
to calm down
i need to calm down.
knife. need to move
and
finish
and 
ignore these. stupid
annoying.
chittering ffucking
devils
in my head.
fuck you.
I
hhhh
im sorry
I
fuck.
I
i
i
im sorry
help me or kill me. please.

• Nerd - "how can we help you"
• Me - "then tell us how we can help you, because all we're allowed to do is talk."
• Maws - "I'm going to go out on a limb here.
  Sarah?"
• Min - "okay um okay um try to imagine wiggling ur toes okay?? just try and open your real eyes. itll take a lot of effort but thats how i can wake myself up sometimes"

.
i
...
Ok.
Ok
Ok.
I
I'll
I 
Deep bre-
*gag cough cough hhack*
n.
NNo deep brreaht ok tthat hurts that hurts that hurts
Just
calm
down.
Ok
y
yeah.
Sarah.
Yeah.
I need to move.
I need to find the knife.
I need to finish the last part of the sigil.
I
Im 
ok
i
ok. Ok
I
I
ok
I
Ill try that
Give me a
I
Ill
In a second
Ill try
Just
I need to calm down.
And not be so
Scattered.
Im sorry
It's Sarah. I'm Sarah. I'm Sarah.

• Maws - "Hey Sarah! Nice to see you again!
  Go slow, be steady, be careful. Regulate your breathing, try to shift and move your body inch by inch. See what you can do."
• Min - "try and take deep breaths, okay? focus on breathing and counting until youre calm"

1.
2.
3.
1.
2.
3.
1.
2.
3.
1.
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IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW I CANT DO THIS I CANT DO THIS I NEED TO DIE I NEED TO DIE I NEED TO DIE I
I
I
I CANT DO THIS. HELP ME. PLEASE. PLEASE
I-
*barf*
i
it hurrts ssso bad it 
I
i need to die. i
I think
I
slitting myy ffuckign throat would be easier. oh myy gg
god
Oh my god
Oh my
god
i
im sorry. ims rory im ssuch a mess i
i
ii...
I can
I
I can
I feel so heavy.
I
Im gonna die. Oh my god
i
I 
Focus. 
Focus.
I need to Focus.
Im sorry. Thank you. You helped. Im sorry I was so rude
Thank you i
I
Focus. I need to focus i
I can move.
I
Im hallucinating again or
Or im
passed out. I
I dont know i
It burns Everything Burns I cant
I 
It hurts. I hurt. I cant Its
Its
I
I
Deep Breath.
1. 2. 3.
Out.
I
I
The bile is in my throat but I can breathe I'm not stuck on my back anymore but I think I'm dreaming I think I'm dreaming and it's rising the black shit is rising It's my blood Im bleeding it and my blood too and its rising and
Focus. Im Ssorry. Focus
2. 2. 3. 1 2 3. Ok. Ok. Ok
Im sorry.

• Min - "I'm sorry Sarah, but you can do this"
• Nerd - "please dont hurt yourself you can get through this"
• Min - "you woke up for a bit? i dont know how long"

I know. I know I woke up. I woke up and I grabbed the knife and and I made another cut but it HURT it HURT it HURT SO BAD and and Ohh ohhh I know I know I'm not STUPID I'm not STUPID I KNOW ITS SUPPOSED TO HURT IT HURT EVERY OTHER FUCKING CUT TOO AND OHHH THE CIRCLE?? THE CIRCLE??? THAT CIRCLE??? IT HURT. IT HURT MORE THAN ANYTHING. AND GOD THe... FFUCK THERE WAS TWO. TWO!!! THE ONE ON MY-
IT
IT HURT.
BUT
BUT THE LINE THE THIRD BRANCH THE THIRD LINE I WAS. CARVING IT AND I THINk. I 
I MIGHTVE DID IT TOO DEEP AND AND NOW
I
ITS BLACK. MY BLOOD IS BLACK. MY BODY IS BURNING I FEEL SO SOS OOO SO FUCKING HOT LIKE THE WORST FEVER IN THE FFUCKING WORLDD AND I CANT
I CANT. I
BUT
I
I AM
IM HERE. AGAIN. IN THIS ROOM AND
FFFUCK. FUCKKK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
IT HURTS SO BAD. I 
I CANT GET UP. 
I
HH....
IM ON THE FLOOR.
I CANT. 
I DONT KNOW
BUT I CAN SIT UP. I CAN FORCE MYSELF UP AND LOOK AROUND AND
I
THE FLOOR IS SO... FLOODED. WITH
I
I FEEL LIKE IT'S GETTING HIGHER. THE FLOODING. AND
THERE'S SO MANY STATUES AND 
I
4. more cuts. 4 more cuts. the arrowhead and the dash and the dash. 4 more cuts. ok. i
I cant
I
Im
5. 2. 3. Deep Breath. I
Thank you. I
I'm going to be free. I'm going to be free goddd Im going to be free and I-
I'll
I
I can
I
I'll-
Alex. Alex. Oh Alex. I'll.
I
I'm So sorry, Alex. Oh my god I
He
I
I
I.
I can't. Think about that right now
I
I'm
I.
I
Im sorry. Im sorry. I can
I
Deep Breath. Sorry I'm. Such a broken record Im so fuckingstupid Im such a coward i
I
Ok. Ok.
Hi.
I'm here. I'm Sarah. I'm present. I'm focused. I'm here.

• Nerd - "its okay. You're okay sarah, we're here for you, we can try and help"
• Min - "youre so fucking strong you got this."

Ggod you look. so
Weird.
With your sstupid-
FUcking
Nightcap. Windsock. Thing. 
and...
C-
Clown..???
I
You're.. The. 
Statues.
You're the statues. I couldn't see you before but you've always been the statues. That's. 
I
What
Are
You?
That's-
You don't. Need to 
answer that
I
Ok.
Ok.
I need to wake up again.
I need to wake up again.
I need to wake up again.
4 more cuts.
Dash.
Dash.
Arrowhead.
Finish the third branch. Finish the sigil.
I'll be safe.
It'll be worth it.
I'll live. I'll love. I'll 
Ok
I need to wake up again. Keep me focused. Keep me on task. Remind me. Dash. Dash. Arrowhead.
Or-
We'll
It'll.
Dash Arrowhead. WHen I wake up I'tll be only 3 cuts left. Ok?
Ok.
I need to wake up. How do I wake up.
Keep me focused. Thank you. Im sorry. Im focused. RIght now. Ok. Yes. Yes. I have this.
I have this.
I have this.

• Luck - "you got this!!!"
• Me - "nightcap and clown?"
• Maws - "Pinch yourself. That tends to work usually, or trying to incite some kind of physical feeling"
• Min - "focus on openinf your eyes"
• Nerd - "my nightcap isnt stupid :("
• cynthia (Cyn) - "try falling over that will make your body wake up"

Ok. Ok. I'll.
Pinching didn't work- I
I can't even feel it.
I can't... Stand.
My eyes Are open. I
...
I
I'll just... stick my hand in the w-

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OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW-

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I. 
Ooohh. Oh. Oh.Ow. I 
Why did I do that. that's
I
oooh my god.
I
1. 2. 3.
When I come back. Dash will be done. 3 cuts left. Ok. Thank you. 
Focus on th-

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• Maws - "You got this!"
• Nerd - "its a nice nightcap

a nicecap :("

I DID IT. I DID IT I DID IT IT HURTS OHH MY GOD IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS.
ohhh im bleeding. so. much i
I cant
I
Did
I
Is. Is this
Black. shit
Him?? THe moon. I
It
I feel like MY ffucking Blood is Boiling. I dont
I feel like Im burning. I feel like im being eaten alive. Like
Acid. Acid. It's like Acid. I
Oh my god.
Oh mmyy godd.
Even
I
All the pain fades together. All of it. I
I can't even
Feel. It pouring out anymore. It's all so... raw. and fresh and
Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god.
It's getting higher. It's getting higher. It's getting higher.
I
I'm g-
No. No. No. No.
I'm dreaming. I'm dreaming. I'm out again. This can't be good for me
It'll be worth it. It'll be worth it. It's all worth it.
Do it for him. Do it for him. I love you. I love you more than anything. I'm so sorry.
1. 2. 3. 1. 2. 3. 
Next dash. Next. dash. Next dash. Next dash. Next dash. Last dash. Focus. Focus. Focus.
2. 2. 3. 1. 2. 3. 1. 2. 3. 1

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• Maws - "I BELIEVE IN YOU SARAH!!!! SAY FUCK YOU TO THE BIG MAN!!!! CARVE YOUR OWN FREEDOM!!!!"

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I. OH OH OH OHHH OH
I DID IT. OK. 2 MORE CUTS. REALLY. THE ARROWHEAD. THE LAST PART. 2 MORE LINES TO CARVE. GOD ITS GETTING HARDERR GOD ITS GETTING HARDER IT FEELS LIKE EVERY SINGLE PART OF MY BODY IS FIGHTING TO STOP ME I HATE THIS I HATE THIS WHY IS IT INSIDE OF ME WHY IS HE INSIDE OF ME. I HATE THE MOON I AHTE THE MOON I HATE THE MOON I AHTE THE MOON
OH MYY GOD.
I-
FFUCK.
FUCK. ITS RISING. ITS RISING. 
ITS RISING.
I C
CANT YOU FEEL IT??? CANT YOU FEEL IT??? TH- THE... THE FUCKING. I
IT'S RISING. I CAN BARELY STAND. IT'S GOING TO DROWN ME. IT'S GOING TO DROWN ME HE'S GOING TO GET ME I KNOW THIS IS HIS FAULT I KNOW THIS IS HIS FAULT HIM INFECTING ME HIM INSIDE OF ME I WANT IT OUT I WANT IT OUT. I 
IT'S RISING. IT'S RISING. OH MY GOD.
YOU CANT SEE IT. YOU DONT HAVE EYES. NONE OF YOU HAVE EYES. BLANK FACES WITH A PIERCING STARE.
YOU
CAN YOU FEEL IT????
I
IM
IM DREAMING THIS IS A DREAM. ITS A DREAM. IM DREAMING. YOU'RE DREAMING, SARAH. REMEMBER. REMEMBER. YOU'RE HALLUCINATING. YOU'RE DREAMING. THE FLOOD ISN'T REAL. IT CAN'T BE. IT CAN'T BE.
I
I
IM GOING TO DIE. HES GOING TO GET ME. I
IT FEELS SO REAL. ITS BURNING MY SKIN ITS BURNING ME ITS STAINING MY FLESH I
I CANT
IM GOING TO DROWN. HE'S TRYING TO GET ME. HE IS. I KNOW HE IS. OHH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.
I
it
It is only. It
I 
I have time. I have time. It's not th-
That high yet.
I have time.
W
What do I do. What do I do. What's next. I
I'm sorry I forgot I can't think. I
It's so
It
My head is ringing. My ears are ringing. I
Help. Help 
Im sorry i
Help me.

• Luck - "i think the next bit is to complete the arrowhead? dash, dash, dash, then arrow if i remember correctly"

Yeah. Yeah. Ok. Yeah. You're right. Just-
Ffuck fuck fuckk fuck fuck fuck it's rising it's rising. Ok. I 
I have to be fast. I have to be fast. It-
It'll be two cuts. two cuts. For both- SIDES or WHATEVER.
I
Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok
I need to finish this. MAKE me finish this. I NEED to finish this. FORCE me to finish this. MAKE me finish this. No matter how panicked I am. No matter how much I scream.
Wake. Me. Up.
Two more cuts. Just two more cuts. I'll be free. I'll be free. Ok. Promise me. Ok. I'll be free.
Thank you. So much.
If I die, at least my last moments were-
...
Not.
Under his control. I guess.
Deep Breaths. Deep Breaths. 
2 more cuts.

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• Maws - "You've got this Sarah! Stick it to the man! Careful and steady, we're here for you!"
• Nerd - "you can do this sarah. Everyone here is here for you, im so sorry this is happening to you"

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IM DROWNING. IM DROWNING. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. IM GOING TO DROWN IM GOING TO DROWN HES GOING TO GET ME. OH MY GOD
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HHHH
HHH
IM BARELY ON THE SURFACE I CAN BARELY FLOAT ITS SO. HEAVY. I I ITS OH MY GODD ITS BURNING ITS ACIDD ITS ACID OH MY GODD
HHH HHHH HHHH
I CCANT EVEN 
SEE I CAN BARELY BREATH OH MYY GOD IM GOING TO SINK IM GOING TO DROWN I DONT WANT HIM TO WIN I DONT WANT TO BE HIS PUPPET ANYMORE I IM GOING TO DROWN IM GOING TO DROWN
I
HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE IM SORRY IM SORRY I WAS MEAN IM SORRY I YELLED IM SORRY I DONT WANT TO DROWN I DONT WANT TO BE HIS IM SORRY I I CANT DIE I CANT DROWN I NEED TO SEE ALEX AGAIN I NEED TO SEE ALEX AGAIN PLEASE I CANT DROWN I NEED TO LIVE I DO IM SORRY IM SORRY I CANT DROWN PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO 
HELP ME

• Min - "youre not drowning youre asleep!! you can do this wake up and continue!"
• Maws - "This is just what he wants to make you feel. Pull yourself together! In and out, take some time to center yourself. You got this. He wouldn't kill you. He can't kill you. This game prevents him from doing so."
• Nerd - "you need to wake up, he cant kill you. You need to get through this sarah"

I
I
HHH HHHH
HHH.
HHHH.
HHH.
hhhh.
i need
I
i.
hhh.
he cant kill me. he cant. he cant touch me.
I
he cant. touch me.
trial by fire. proof he doesnt. have. anything on me.
Trial by fire. Trial by fire. Proof. One last cut. One final step.
I need to sink.
Let him try.
Let him pray.
Make him angry. Make him beg.
The Moon is Nothing to me.
Sink.
Sink.
I need to sink.
I won't drown.
It's just a dream.
Overcome it. For Him. For ME. I need this. 
I'm not going to drown.
Deep breath, Sarah.
ONE LAST CUT AND I'LL BE FREE.

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