Connection with Faith

CONNECTING...

..- nnh.. ah! ow, ow.. ow- eep! *hic*sob*

• Ryan Halfbrewed (Ryan) - "Hello!"
• the junekler (June) - "hello?"
• Peyton (Pey) - "Hello?"
• June - "you good?"
• Ryan - "not all at once goobers"
• Detective Fa͜͡ux (Me) - "Not all at once yall"
• Ryan - "LMFAO"
• June - "shit my fault"

ssorry i'm- h..

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• Ryan - "Whats your name?"
• Nerdyganii (Nerd) - "hi"

f-faith we've.. i've- ow, ow, ow.. hang on.. mmhbjgbk--
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o-okay, okay, okay... hhnn... i-i'm faith, yyou know me.. i. hg. it hurts im sorry i..

• Mincent (Min) - "Hey Faith,,, what hurts, if I might ask?
  Im sorry we cant help more..."

i wwoke up in one of the rose bushes,,

• Min - "Oh im sorry :(( are u covered in thorns? Can you get out?"
• Ryan - "Make sure to not move too quickly too, don't wanna get hurt anymore than you are"

i mmanaged to get free.. i'm sitting near one of the graves.. it has a pretty headstone,

• Min - "Thats nice,, are you asleep right now?"
• Ryan - "Is there a name on the headstone?"

i don't know if i am,, I remember feeling cold, and then.. I'm here now..,
I can't read the headstone.. it's so worn

• Min - "How are you feeling?"
• Ryan - "What do your surroundings look like? is it like a garden?"

I feel woozy.. my head hurts a lot.. I'm in that place again, the one with the old church and rose garden and graveyard.. the trees in the distance.. the smell...

• Ryan - "Faith what do you remember before you became aware of your surroundings? anything worth mentioning?"

...I saw s-something but I don't.. it's.. it's not that I don't remember, I just.. don't think I understood it fully...

• Min - "Thats okay
  Do you want to talk about it?"
• Ryan - "If so, then what can you tell me about this entity, any discernable details?"

i think that w-would help..
I don't remember why i was there but i wwas in the church, and, i saw a lady.. She felt warm, i think, b-but she started screaming and.. i don't know what happened, her body looked like..
moss, almost
red moss

• Min - "what did she look like before?"
• Ryan - "Firstly, you mention warm, do you mean emotionally or physically?

also red moss? was that her clothing or LITERALLY her?"

emotionally. it was her insides
her presence felt like my mother's. I never got to meet my mother,,

• Min - "im sorry faith"
• Ryan - "Thats terrible im so sorry"
• Min - "what do you know about your mom?"
• Ryan - "After you answer that, what can you tell me about this "old church""

i just k-know that papa never liked her..
it's made of bricks and old wood. it smells like smoke,, ive always been too scared to go inside


i don't know why. it's cold out here.. it smells like it's going to snow

• Min - "I wish i could provide some warmth for you
  but were here with you, okay?
  everything will be okay faith"

Where are you?..

• Min - "maybe just in your mind
  id hold you if i could"

i usually see you all here but i can't today,

• Min - "just imagine a big warm hug, okay?"
• Ryan - "We aren't quite sure ourselves, thats odd that you mention that though"
• Min - "thats me"
• Ryan - "Is this church anything you've seen before? or is this a new sensation for you"

it's always here, whenever i have this dream
the door is as scratched up as usual,
the hinges are rusted
i don't know if there was ever a front door. just this back entrance

• Min - "how would u feel about trying to go inside? i know its scary but it might be warm?"

...I'll go in
B-but if i don't hearyou in there I'll come right back out

• Min - "sounds like a deal,,
  well be here, okay? just keep talking to us"

AH-
A-Are you there??

• Ryan - "What happened?"
• Min - "Faith???
  Were here
  can you hear us?"

The door slammed shut and isn't opening
It smells like smoke and dust in here

• Min - "Its okay- its okay were here"

It's dark

• Min - "Can you see at all?"

Barely.. theres a little light flowing in from holes in the door, bbut it's mostly dark,, I can't see anything else in here.. it's a really thin room, like a hall

• Min - "can you feel the walls?"

it's brick,
the floor is stones

• Min - "Do you want to try walking down the hall?"

i am,
 it smells damp,,
i wish adrianne was here

• Min - "I'm sorry
  I'm hoping the way out is through"
• Ryan - "Do you have anything in your pockets that might help? like a lighter? i know its a longshot but maybe"

I don't have pockets,,
i found a shelf, there's not much on it,, um, a watering can and some rope

• Ryan - "the rope might be useful at some point!"
• Min - "Maybe take it for now?"

i put the rope in the watering can,, im gonna use the can as a purse

• Min - "Sounds like a good idea!"

another door

this room has windows there's light here
there's pews and an altar, the pews all have candles on the ends- o-or, had, most of them look fully burnt..

• Min - "Are the windows openable or is it like stained glass?"

it's metal bars

• Min - "I see
  What color are the candles?"

white. the altar has a mirror on it
handheld mirror
why can't i see my reflection?

• Min - "Dreams can be weird sometimes"

i feel sad

• Min - "I'm sorry
  Do you know why?"

i dont remember what my face looked like

• Min - "Do you want me to describe it?"

please,,

• Min - "You have wide, downturned brown eyes, a round nose, lips that are fuller so they look almost more circular
  Your face is rounder"
• Ryan - "if you look in the mirror can you see this?
  Image"

that sounds pretty...
see what?

there's a candle on the altar that looks like it hasn't been lit once.,,

• Min - "You are pretty,,
  Is the candle white too?"

it is

the walls behind the altar look like the ones at my church
hang on
the font is back here

• Min - "The font?"

b-baptism tub thing,
hallway that looks tiled too,, its dark,

• Min - "Are you feeling okay?"

i feel heavy

• Min - "A tired heavy or a weight of the world on you heavy?"

i don't know

• Min - "Thats okay,,"
• Ryan - "Just relax and take a breath!"

everything here is grimey and rusted.. i see a metal door that looks really badly rusted

• Min - "Is it locked?"
• Ryan - "id like to ask, if you don't remember what you look like, what do you see when you look down? like your hands and body and legs"

it's slightly open but won't budge any more
i see my body i think.. my hands are so thin and shaking,

• Ryan - "Do you think you could slide through? or would it be too tight?"
• Min - "Its going to be okay,,, do you want to sit down for a bit? Take a break?"

i'm trying to get through i can't see on the other side

• Min - "Be careful.."

hh,,,,,,,,,

my blood isn;t. suposed to be tthat dark is it

• Min - "What happened? Did you get cut?"

m-mhm
it's a shower room, connected to a locker room, ,
it's dark and damp and smells gross

• Min - "How dark is it?
  Your blood I mean"

aalmost black.. bbut there's red in it stil it's still red it migt just be my eyes tricking me

• Ryan - "Black?"
• Min - "It's okay, okay? Its just a dream,, you'll be okay"

the lockers are empty aside from old robes,, nothing in any of the pockets,
i'm only wearing a thin night gown.. i need to find one my size
the lockers are so rusty,

• Min - "Even one thats a bit bigger might work too,,"

i found mine,

• Min - "Your locker?"

mhm, there's a white rose in it, and my necklace..
my robe,

• Min - "Is the rose alive?"

it is

• Ryan - "If you are still bleeding by the way, try and put pressure on it, unless its not bleeding badly. In regards to the necklace, you should try putting it on
  maybe putting it on will help"

ok.. i'm leaving the locker room now, there's a door into another room
there's glass on the floor

• Min - "Did you put on the robe?"

i did

• Min - "Be careful-
  How is your arm doing?
  O rwhatever you cut?"

it hurts a little.. my head still hurts

• Min - "Is your head bleeding?"

no,, i can't feel it at all
there's nothing in this room but there's stairs going up

• Min - "Okay,, be careful please"

it smells dusty. it's dark
all i see is curtains and chains

• Min - "Chains??"

hanging from the ceiling. i can't see the ceiling

• Min - "I see... you could try and pull on a chain? Maybe?"

it ddid nothing
i can't see the staircase anymore..

• Min - "Is it just this room now?"

mhm...
it smells like dust and nothing else,

• Min - "Can you find a wall?"

i'm trying,, it's so open

• Min - "You got this Faith,,"

there are no walls
i ddon't know why this is happening
whyh me
please please God
please listen to me please God i need your guidance
please

• Min - "were here faith
  I'm not God but I'm here
  I'm not going anywhere"
• June - "im here faith"
• Min - "You're not alone"
• ouppies (Pies) - "hey, its going to be okay, alright? we're still here. can you try taking a break? catch your breath, reorient yourself?"

it's so dark it's so cold
i'm scared
i'm really scared

• Pies - "its okay to be scared, youre allowed to be scared."
• Min - "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Just try to imagine us there with you, okay?
  Do you want to hear a story to calm down?
  Or a song?"

i want adrianne
she could help me
she always knows how to

• Min - "I know. I wish she was here instead of me"

hell was made a place for those who do not want God,,
i'm ,,i wonder if this place is similar
for me

• Min - "Faith, do you want to know a secret?"

sure,

• Min - "Hell is real, but it's not a punishment. It's a place for people to grow, to get better, to eventually move on to heaven.
  That's why I don't think you've been sent here to be punished
  God is kind. She wants everyone to grow
  She would not abandon you"

s-so you do think this is hell?..
i'm going to startt walking again, my legs are really shakey but i think i can do it,,

• Min - "No
  I don't know what this place is but whatever it is, you haven't been abandoned
  God sent us to you. That means something"

thank you
i see light
there's some candles

• Ryan - "like in that one song, you should try and go near it, it could be helpful
  yet another tyler the creator reference, oh boy!"

walking past the candles keeps making them flicker out,,

• Min - "I think it's a path for you, Faith"

theyre leading me somewhere i think
yeah

• Min - "Yeah
  You're strong"
• Pies - "you're so strong, faith. we all believe in you"

there's a door,,, it has a window with a lacey curtain
it feels familiar

• Min - "I think you should go through,,"

it's an attic, there's a lot of stuff.. very deliberately organized i think
lots of old clothes,, toys, trinkets,, photo albums
 
 
i don't know what to do. there's a mirror. i'm scared to look into it

• Ryan - "Faith is there anytthing you recognize with the trinkets?"
• Min - "You can do it."
• Ryan - "or photoalbums?"
• Min - "You're strong,,"

it all reminds me of something so close but i can't place it at all..
there's no reflection int the mirror

• Min - "That's okay,, What are the clothes like?"

they belong to a little girl
there's a handheld mirror

• Min - "There are two mirrors?"

one big one and one handheld

• Ryan - "does the big mirror have any sensation? like can you touch and feel it?"

i have no reflection in either,,
it feels like glass

• Ryan - "Yeah stupid quesiton
  anyways"
• Min - "Maybe it's trying to show you something?"
• Ryan - "does anything else appear in the mirror
  if you hold a trinket does it show anything"

the door leads back down a stair case

• Ryan - "The door?"

i see outside again

• Ryan - "which door?"

the one that led into the attic
it's snowing, the roses are bleeding,,
there's an angel statue in the garden and i can't see her face anymore

• Ryan - "what does the angel look like?
  like her features"

just  a woman with wings praying
she's bleeding too

• Ryan - "from where?>"

i'm glad i'm safe

• Ryan - "same here"

the  staircase is longer than i remember

• Ryan - "Is it growing? or is it just longer?"

idon't know,.      it feels darker than it is

• Ryan - "are you still walking?"

it feels almost     involuntary

• Min - "You said you cant see the angels face, is something in front of it?"
• Ryan - "involuntary as in self-preservation? or like you're being pulled"

there are no more windows,

• Ryan - "If it gets bad, run away
  what do you see now"

nnothinh,,

• Ryan - "are you still walking down stairs?"

mhm...

• Ryan - "can you still feel the walls?"

i can.. they feel like they're chipping away easily,,

• Min - "How are you feeling?"

cold..
it's really windy outside and it's getting in
i
i'm at the bottom of the stairs and i can't see anything

• Min - "Can you go back up?"

i don't knwo if i want to,,
there are trees down here

• Min - "That's fair
  How do you know theres trees?"

i see them

• Min - "Oh I thought you couldn't see anything, I'm sorry
  What else is there?"

dead grass.. a path
bricks
candles
they keep burning out whenever i walk past them
there's dolls down here
their heads are replaced with handheld mirrors

the mirrors are all shattered,,

• Ryan - "Faith? whats been going down since we last talked?"

l-last talked? i-i just told you,

• Ryan - "Sorry faith, there's been a bit of a pause for us, my mistake
  Regardless, refresh my memory, what do you see?"

darkness, trees, dolls.. mirrors...

• Ryan - "You mentioned the mirrors being shattered, is that the only thing that seems to be damaged?"

mhm.. i'm trying to walk but it's so dark.. the candles keep blowing out

• Ryan - "Are you scared?"

i am,.,

• Min - "Have you already tried picking up a candle?"

it just blew out,,

• Min - "I see... what are the dolls made of?"
• Ryan - "and also what are their appearances"

porcelain and cloth.. they're all wearing white dresses but they have mirrors for heads

• Me - "Porcelain and mirrors hmm?
  Tell me, why do you think there are so many mirrors appearing?"
• Ryan - "There seems to be a lot of emphasis on mirrors, perhaps there may be something inside of you that you haven't realized yet?"

i dont know.. i dont know!,, i don't have a reflection in any of them,,

it's windy, i smell smoke

• Pies - "smoke? do you see any source?"

i can't see anything but my surroundings,,

• Me - "does it smell like fire, like something's burning?"

A little.. i don't know where it's coming from
the ground is wet
it's damp

• Pies - "is it raining currently?"

it's snowing outside
it's so cold,,
the water is getting deeper it's up to my ankles

• Me - "you should probobally turn around and leave"

..i can't., i can't find my way back
it just gets depeer every direction i walk

• Pies - "does it get deeper even if you stand still?"
• Me - "do you know how to climb a tree, do you think you can get above the water?"

there are no  more trees
i see stars in the sky
the water is at my waist,         i don't think i-it'll get any deeper

• Pies - "do you notice anything odd about the stars?"

,no
   they;re beautiful

• Pies - "do you see anything else? or just water and stars?"
• Me - "any constellations?"

i never learned them
it's so   beautiful,
i see a dock, there's a lamp
there's a  stair case leading out
onto the dock

• Me - "wanna go take a look out there?
  and also, can you see the moon?"

i can..
i'm climbinb up
there's a woman on the dock now

• Min - "what does she look like?"

she's thin,, looks taller than me and she has black hair and white skin and she's wearing a white shirt and skirt.. her back is turnd to me
she has something around her head,? it looks like a thin crescent
hello?
e-excuse me?..
she's nnot answering

• Min - "Can you try and see her face?
  Like walk in froont of her?"

she's standing on the edge,

• Min - "Try and touch her?"

hello?-

[MOON[[: 
 
 

Hh-

• Min - "Faith?
  Spiderlily?"

i'
 

i;m in my church,

• Min - "You were transported there?"

she dragged me into the water,

• Min - "Are you okay?"

i
it hurts

i feel so heavy,
there's cracked glass under me

• Min - "It's okay Faith,,, its going to be okay
  Are you standing?"

no i'm, laying down,.,
my legs hurt,,

• Min - "I'm sorry... do you want to rest?"
• Pies - "is there anywhere without cracked glass that you can sit?
  are you injured at all?"

i need to keep, moving,,
all the pews were taken out 
   the altar isgone
there's a painting of a woman but there's 
     silvery liquid where her face should be,
it smells like smoke,, my head hurts really bad,

• Min - "Whats her hair like?
  Im sorry dear
  Is dear okay?"

long and straight.. dark hair
i llike dear,,

• Ryan - "faith was that entity you saw the same as the one from before your dream started?
  not the woman, but the moon you mentioned"

nno..

[MOON]: Faith.


,,

• Ryan - "What is that?
  What does it look like?"
• Min - "Please be kind to her, moon."

[MOON]: I have something to show you, Faith.

it'sthe girl from the dock,,

• Min - "she might be able to help,,,"

[MOON]: Come here, just like that... follow me.

she's, taking me down stairs,..
it's burning

• Me - "the downstairs is burning?"

the basement of the rotting church

• Min - "I love you Faith. No matter what happens, we're with you and we love you"

it's all burning
all of everything
[MOON]: Follow me, Faith. Come home.

• Me - "I don't think you should be listening to them faith"

i have to

• Min - "Please hold her, moon. If you can hear us"
• Pies - "be kind to her, moon."

this feels
 warm

• Pies - "we love you faith"

my face is melting

• Min - "It's going to be okay"

it's silver
it's all silver
it;s all
silver

• Pies - "does it hurt?"

no,,
it feels okay
soft
almost

• Pies - "youre going to be okay, faith. i promise."
• Min - "Is she still with you?"

[MOON]: In the rubble, a single candle was left burning.

DISCONNECTED.