Connection with Unknown

CONNECTING...
I did it. Just like you asked.

...Hello???
Why aren't you answering me. Ugh! You always do this!

You like to do this, don't you. You like to hurt people and then pretend like nothing ever happened.
That girl was there, the one that came up to us at the library.
Did you know she'd be there?
.....
Who are you. Why are you following me. Why have you *been* following me enough to know those names.
Come out and show yourself, hands visible. I am armed and not at all afraid to hurt you.
/this wasn't in the fucking plaaaaannnnn.../
You're not supposed to sit down with the dolls. I didn't do that. Show yourselves or get away from me.

...Will you please answer me? I'm in a situation.
I refuse to disclose any identifying details. Leave. I am armed. I've dealt with monsters like you before. Ones that can fuck with people's minds. Get away. Stay away.

There's your warning shot.

I hope it hit.
I'm in the park. Woodsy area. I see trees. Hard to see through this mask but I've always been able to manage. Come find me.
If that's what you want to call me, we can go with that. Sure. Not a name I particularly like. But we're not friends, so I don't care.
Just keep calling me that. It's easier.

Will you fucking answer me? God, why are you never there when I need you??
NOT YOU.
I'm not one of those poor things ensnared in the Spiderlily's web.
You're awful rude for someone refusing to leave me alone.
I refuse to worship a God that doesn't respond to prayers.
I do.
I am.
I am fully awake.
I can't tell you that. It doesn't look like you.
Why should I tell you anything?

Come on. Come onnn. Where are you.
When something calls your name you're not supposed to respond. This is no different.
Eyes below eye level, and all that.
You're not who I reached out to. You're in my way. I need to find something.
I don't want anything from you.
You're distracting me.
I didn't. You're not who I reached out to.
...

I found the statue. If you want to say something, say it now. Answer me.
It's the statue where I found the mask. I'm certain it's none of you.
A lot like mine. Without the tears, though. No star. Something different in the eyes.
The ones I'm used to all came with black coverings over the eyes. Thin, you could see through them still.
I remember them being handed out. Some having roman numerals on the forehead. Different designs of our choosing. We got to design them, for the most part, on cheap plastic ones at first. Then, a month or so later, ceramic ones perfectly molded to our face were given to us.
Mine had a star on the forehead, long eyelashes with teardrops, and a wide smile with rosey cheeks.
This one is similar. An I replacing the star, a lack of teardrops or eyelashes, and no rosey cheeks. Similar smile, though. I remember it.
The eye backing isn't black either. White, with a black line going down the center.
You're wasting my time. Get out of my way.
No, everyone.. back then. I think.. some woman. I don't remember her face.
That name sounds familiar. Yes. I don't know why I can't remember things like this anymore.
How do you know so much?
...

Ghh-

...I don't know why you want to help. This isn't your problem. It's mine.
I don't know what to do.
I think I'm stuck like this. I think I'll die like this.
I'll die in this town all because of this statue.
It made me too aware. I can never leave. They'll kill me. I need it.
I need more time. The statue is bleeding.
It looks like an angel. The mask fits perfectly.
I don't know who that is.
I don't recall that name either.
It's nothing that matters anyways. What matters is now.
I'm in the woods. I put the mask back on the statue. I hear the dolls' tea party nearby. They're trying to lure me in again. It's better than ghouls, but still annoying.
I still don't know what exactly it is. It's one of the things I've started seeing ever since I put on the mask. I've been seeing monsters. The tea party only ever appears in the woods or in my back yard. A group of human-size dolls sitting at a nicely crafted table where it doesn't belong, drinking tea. Their voices are indecipherable, but they're always trying to get me to sit down with them. I won't do it.
The one I found on the statue.
They're generally nondescript. They look like they're made of porcelain and cloth.
I've seen other things as well. Not just those
Ghouls... mostly. There's these things that look like tv static, um, I've seen things moving in the pond that don't look like they belong there..
I can't tell you that. I've already wasted enough time here. I need to find my way home.
Sometimes the way home gets confusing. The mask showed me strange truths. Everything is so much farther than it seems
In September, I was walking home from the statue and the path home became snowy. It became night time quickly, and it was snowing hard. There were street lights glowing a harsh yellow that the snow reflected. It took me three hours to make it home from the park. It usually only takes 20 minutes.
They don't come here anymore
No, but it was early september. I can't recall the exact date
I found my way home. I'm almost there. I'm going to sleep the second i get inside. It's 2 in the fucking morning mom's gonna be pissed..

DISCONNECTED.