Connection with Lorelai

CONNECTING...

• cheribae (cheri) - "hello? :3"
• nerdyganii (nerd) - "hi"

why does this always happen at the worst times

• fartilizer (maws) - "that's what we're sayin!"

did you see what happened. are you here to taunt me. god i just want to sleep

• cheri - "wait who is this"
• maws - "what just happened? you good?"
• nerd - "right? yeah are you alright?"
• min - "no we havent seen anything"

it's lorelai. i thought you could see. that's fine. i'd rather you guys not be able to see me right now anyways.

• nerd - "lorelai? What's wrong?"
• cheri - "my bad im new here umm,, whats up"

you're not my therapist. why should i tell you. gh- hey are you guys able to physically interact with me at all. i don't want to get up but.. mh.

• nerd - "can't touch you im afraid"
• maws - "Yeah totally. What do you want?"
• min - "lemme try something... twirls in a circle did i just move?"

i just want bandages. every time i move even just a little the pain is unbearable. no you just spoke in a more emphasised tone.

• nerd - "what happened to you?"
• min - "damnit lemme... mincent twirls in a circle"
• maws - "Getting em right up for you. It'll take a sec"
• nerd - "if we're just now figuring out we can move im gonna go crazy"
• min - "i wanna try"
• cheri - "crazy? I was cr"
• ashlyn - "what if this works and I exclusively use it once to summon a tiny cat and then vanish forever"

is that your name?
and. i tried killing myself. they don't deserve the satisfaction of killing me so i tried taking myself out before they could. it almost worked, but that asshole raine is keeping me alive.

• nerd - "jesus christ Lorelai. What did raine do?"

something. i don't know. i just know he did it. i'm alive. i shouldn't be. it's going to take forever to clean my bathroom but i don't care. i don't care about any of it anymore.

• nerd - "im so sorry Lorelai"
• min:
  • "yeah... um. i might know a way for you to uh"
  • "i have an idea but it wont solve anything"
  • "the game will just restart"

it always does.
can i go back to the other dream now. i prefer to not be faced with the consequences of my actions after i do stuff like this
you can say your idea if you want. i will admit i am a little curious.

• min - "i dont think we can control that. im sorry lorelai"
• nerd - "The most we can do is talk and ask questions"

it's not your fault. you can't change what happened. as much as i wish you could.

• min - "i wish we could too. we want to save you guys, even if we just seem like other demons to you all"
• nerd - "im guessing 'what happened' as in the game? Or do you mean something specific"

in that other dream i saw someone who looked just like her. she promised to love me like i wanted to be.

• nerd - "who looked like who? Olive?"

mhm

• nerd - "did she say anything else to you?"

i was at a circus, in a tent watching someone perform. she looked just like olive. she said she would love me. i didn't believe it. it's just a dream. you can't believe those.

• nerd - "Well... you're dreaming right now, aren't you?"
  • "And we're talking to you"
  • "who says you cant believe dreams?"

these are different. i know you're real.

• yourbuddycatalina (cat) - "moves arm"
• min - "if it helps any, i love you lorelai. in a platonic way of course but i mean it. i want to help more. hug her."
• nerd - "did that work"

your point is undermined by you speaking actions. stop that
it's getting annoying

• nerd - "we're trying to figure out how to hug you. its complicated"
• cat - "sorry we’re not aware how to move as of now"

i don't want to be hugged. i don't want to get my blood all over you. i don't want to be a burden anymore

• nerd - "but min is telling the truth, we all want to help. You aren't a burden to us"
  • "and i dont even think we could get blood on us. Again its complicated"
• min - "im sorry, I'll go"

i just want this all to be over

• nerd - "So do we"

i wish i could run away to that circus forever

• nerd - "could we talk a bit more about that circus?"

...she sounded just like her too.
sure.

• nerd - "Well, your dream might not be as real, but we've heard other people have that kind of dream. We even think we know who you were talking to"
  • "think as in like, 80% confidence"

it was olive. im sure other people have dreams about circuses. obviously.

• nerd - "Well"
  • "we think its someone named Jessica. Looks a lot like her, sptting image actually"
  • "Olive has dreamt about her before"

why are you doing this?

• nerd - "doing what"

what point are you trying to prove
can't dreams just be dreams.

• nerd - "im not trying to prove any point, im just telling you the stuff we know, just in case it helps"

it DOESN'T

• nerd - "okay, okay. I apologize"
  • "We can't do anything to help other than telling info and recieving it"

you interrupt my dream and proceed to try to make me feel better which just makes me feel worse i waas doing Fine earlier before you all showed up
God

• nerd - "We aren't doing this willingly, can't leave willingly either"
• cheri - "Sorry"

i just want to sleep forever

• detective faux - "Please don't. The future truly does hold a lot more for you"
• nerd - "We aren't as good at this as Min is, emotional stuff i mean."
  • "But what I can tell you is that we're going to try and get all of you out of this, we're so close. You just need to hold on a little longer. I'm sorry we can't give you bandages or treat your wounds, but we're going to try everything we can do to help. You aren't a burden to us, it's our goal to protect you"
  • "think of it like a freaky dream guardian angel, if that makes sense"
  • "we can't directly change things physically, but we're so close to seeing this be over, for all of you to be free again"
  • "I know it seems tempting to just give up, and I know it sounds corny to say but, you can't. You can't give up yet"
  • "We're so close to the finish line Lorelai"

you don't understand. i want it to be over Now. i don't care if that means me dying. I don't care if that means this town eats me alive from the inside out. If anything that's what I want. I want to be this town's mistake. Raine put me here. Raine trapped me here. If Raine doesn't let me die, he will deal with me forever. it's only fair.
i don't care how close we are to being over. i want it to be closer. it'll never be close enough. why bother.

• nerd - "Why bother to do anything? Because of the people who help you along the way. The people who are there for you, to support you"

no one

• nerd - "We are"

no. you're not. you're trying but you're only making things worse. you're trying to help someone who doesn't want your help.

• nerd - "Well, if we're both stuck here, and you don't want our help, then what do we do?"

have you ever spoken to her
olive

• min - "lorelai, you know your number, right?"
• dirt (wurm) - "We've done more than speak to her, technically. We've been in her head. Seen things from her point of view. Why do you ask?"

i know my number. it's the one you want. 000
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i forgot about that.
you're a dick. that's gonna be hard to clean.

• nerd - "sorry about that, we didnt think min would do that. we're not a hive mind or anything unfortunately"

it's not that bad of a mess. nothing some bandages and... y'know, buying a new mattress won't fix.

• min:
  • "i wasnt fucking trying to make you die i w"
  • "neverm im it doemsnt gucmong mmatter"

it's not your fault i get it
do you have venmo

• min:
  • "gonna fuck off for good now. i just wanted you to know youre the only player who can win"
  • "youre the Only Player Who Can Win"
  • "so win"
  • "and fucking kick their asses for doing this to uou"

don't fuck off before you buy me a new mattress that's like the only part i'm mad about

• min:
  • "i have 40 bucks i. my bank account"
  • "thats all i got"

venmo me 300 dollars.
dude

• unluckyknight (luck) - "damn"
• tapeworm439 (Eve) - "I believe in you, Lorelai. Do you take CashApp"
• phoenix (Lee) - "get yourself a mattress, girlie"

fuck sorry a wicked cough just hit me
missing half your throat will do that to you.

• Eve - "Me and Lee can maybe get you a mattress girl"
• nerd - "i know i said i was bad at this but i think i wanna be talking again /hj 😭"
• Eve - "Do you take fucking cashapp Lorelai this is serious"
• Lee - "hey"

does paypal work

• Eve - "no"
• Lee - "aw shucks"

ugh

• nerd - "guys can we get back on track here"
• luck - "no"
• cat - "so did your neck....."

yes.

• Eve - "i meant square cash"
• wurm - "why did you ask"

has she ever said anything about me

• nerd - "we don't know if we have or not. Probably not? There was a while where it was really hard to tell. We have heard her talk before"

...that figures, i guess. ghghh.. sorry this really hurts

• nerd - "she loves you very much, Lorelai"
• wurm - "Yeah she thinks about you very often"
  • "Yeah like a lot"
  • "She mentions you to her therapist but like in a loving way because she loves you"
  • "Again we haven't talked to her but we're in her head sometimes"
• nerd - "again its complicated"
• wurm - "You're her beloved, Her schnookums, her pookiedorf"
• Eve - "She loves you Lorelai. I can't tell you much, but I can tell you that I know that. She always thinks about you."
• luck - "it’s at gallons of pure sugar level of tooth destroying sweetness"

why would she do this to me

• nerd - "do what?"

she hurt me. she's gone. if she loves me so much why did she do that

• nerd - "Gone as in"
• wurm - "what did she do. run away?"
• nerd - "gone gone?"

she left

• wurm - "you, for someone else?"

i dont know

• nerd - "You just know she ran away?"

yeah. i don't know what i could've done to prevent it. it happened a few days ago.

• nerd - "Whatever it is, we're sorry. I wish we could give you an explanation as to why she did that but, I don't know"
• wurm - "Have you asked any of her friends"

they wouldn't want to deal with me

• wurm - "just ask dude its not that hard if they ignore you they ignore you"
  • "Olive is a dumb kid. You're all dumb kids, trapped with the worst circumstances the world can offer. But Olive loves you-- That doesn't make hurting you okay, it doesn't make anything okay. You both deserve to be happy. Even if it's by yourselves, even if the world has driven you both apart, you both need to keep fighting"
  • "for someone who self destructs so much you sure dont go out of your way to do it"
  • "literally what is the worst that could happen. you get bit by people you think dont like you?"
  • "whats the BEST that could happen? You learn what happened to Olive, or realize you have more friends than you think?"
  • "I mean idk Im just being mean but you get what im saying"

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they're going to ignore me. they will. none of them know me. all they know is what olive's told them. how am i supposed to know she hasn't told them awful things about me?
i know yves doesn't like me. i know zoey doesn't. why bother.

• nerd - "What would olive tell them? Why would olive say awful things about you?"

i don't know. others have before.

• nerd - "You should just look. I doubt you've done anything to Olive to make hate you. Trust us, talking to us is the best way to go about this"

i can't now. i can't see anyone in person looking like this.

• nerd - "can you text them at all? Honestly I doubt Alex would even care that much"

alex?
he's dead

• nerd - "Maybe just texting people is a good idea? I'm just saying that communicating with people could help"

maybe. i don't know anyone who would care.. ghh- my fucking head hurts..

• cat - "so you say olive has not treated you right?"

no she loved me. i don't know why she left. i thought she loved me

• cat - "that’s incredibly strange why would she do such an awful thing? and didn’t even give you a reason?"

i don't know hwy

• cat - "oh man that’s so awful I’m so sorry. for whatever it’s worth would you mind if we keep you company? we promise to behave"

i'd rather just go back... hhgh sweating with open wounds hurrtss sobbad
it's fujckjing winter why isit so hot

• cat - "it’s because you’re stressed and tense probably… maybe we should get the wounds disinfected"

nno it's not that,. it's so fciocking hot.. hh..

Heeey, wake up! Hey! Sleepyhead! Hey!!! The firemen are gonna be here soon. Wake up!

...? g- fuck.. my fucking head

• cat - "ok we need to get you out"

Right? That's what I'm saying. You're so smart, Catalina.

what is tthat shrill fucking.. wai
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