Connection with Faith

CONNECTING...

Oh no... not again, the air is so thick and gross..
I'm in that strange place again... with the greenish fog, and the old brick church, and this little graveyard...
My name, I think, is Faith.. but I can't be sure...
Yes, and, new statues..
They're moving too fast for me to tell, stop, stop it's so loud.. you're making this dream worse...
Ow!- C-Crap, my hand.. I forgot about the bushes..
I've been here so often, I don't like it.. I want to leave... I've never liked this place... The air makes my throat close up, I hate it, I always wake up so stuffy...
It's so foggy and humid, the air is so thick I hate it... It smells like petrichor which would normally be nice, but.. it smells rotten, too...
Mhm..
Nowhere here is good... it's gross out here and in there... I don't want to be here at all....
So much... and these dreams aren't helping...
I have them a lot... No, no this is the first time I've seen anything living here that hasn't tried to hurt me...
They're like weird stone people.. not like statues, like... jagged stone, with horns and spikes... like gargoyles, almost... a-and paper dolls....

The paper dolls live in the church... but the gargoyles come from the woods...
Um... T-Today, my father was very mad, and... he started throwing things at me again, and told me not to leave my room until I memorized a s-specific verse from the Bible- which I still need to do, I'm sorry, I still haven't perfected it..

I think he was mad about something with Ms. Evans again..
S-Something with her son.. a-and my sister, and fees on the housing going up... I think... He was really mad about it, and I think he started drinking after the phone call..

I would've talked to Adrianne about it but papa confiscated my computer last month..
Raine.... that's her son. Her name is Sunny, I believe.. it was so long ago since we've last spoken...
Mhm... I-I think, at least.. He's a therapist now, isn't he..?
I've been having this dream since I was very little... I-I'm glad you were here tonight...
B-Because he's paying for her house.. she can't work, and she's taking care of my sister.... it's a lot, and papa gets mad at her often...
S-She's younger than me and Raine, around 14 I think.. her name is Vailley... Sunny and papa had her when I was around 5.. a-and they split a little while after... I never stopped thinking about that..
She's very bright... creative, and kind... I don't know her too well, though, I'm not allowed to see her... Papa thinks that whole family is just sinners...
He is... the church library is very big, it's the first basement of the church.. I have to help him keep it nice and clean..
U-Um... I know there's at least two... I've only ever been allowed on the first one,, f-for Sunday school, and to clean... I-I'm actually training to be a teacher for the Sunday school, so that's exciting..
I don't know... I-I sometimes tell Adrianne about it, and she hugs me so nicely... it's the only good thing I ever get out of this dream...
Because she can't work... she's too ill, a-and he'd feel bad.. I think...
U-Um... I think it's something mental... but I know her bones aren't the best either..
Um... It was,, s-something in Leviticus... I-... I don't remem...
T..The... Oh... O-Ow.. That's so loud,, U-Um
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Raine Evans: "Poor thing. Alarm clock is getting the best of her."

DISCONNECTED.

Raine Evans:
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