Transmission with Clara

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Wha...Hello??

• Business Cat (B. Cat) - "Hey whoever this is. Can you hear us?"

Uh, yeah. Who are you? What's going on, why am I here?

• B. Cat - "We don't know why you are here. Who are you? I'm a cat"

My name's Clara...Clara Stilton. Why are you in my room? Why can't I see you? This is really not the night to be doing this shit, it's been shitty already. The last thing I need is to be hearing voices coming from the walls.

• B. Cat - "Well, we aren't really in your room. Just our voices. Don't worry, i'm sure most of us mean no harm."

Whatever you do, don't wake up the kid. Me and...Opal went through a lot to make sure she's comfortable.

• B. Cat - "I think only you can listen to us."

That's still really weird.

• B. Cat - "Do you know who this kid is?"

I mean, yeah in a way? I don't know how she's here though.
She's not supposed to be here.

• B. Cat - "Elaborate a little?"
• TheVillainOfYourStory (VOS) - "If not here, where should she be?"

I don't know if I can share a lot, I was going to bring her to Dr. Borkoshavski in the morning, he might know. But she's not from here, I don't think. She came out the fucking sky, dude.

• B. Cat - "Like, Dr. Ala Borkoshavski? He's a doctor now?"

I don't know, but I think I have an idea. I'd have to ask mother though.

• VOS - "Who is her mother?"

He's always been a doctor, in his own way

A reporter.
Opal knows more about the kid than I do, but I don't know if I can ask her now...

• B. Cat - "I see... Maybe she is an alien from a species that just happens to very closely resemble humans"
• cptcascadia (Cass) - "hello clara"

Maybe. Mother knows more about that. She knows a lot of things.

• VOS - "Why not? What’s up with Opal?"

OH MY GOD! You scared the shit out of me, I didn't know there was more of you guys in my walls. Hii..

• Cass - "do you know hasaan"

I think I fucked up things between us tonight. I...don't know why I acted like that. I don't know, I just don't want to lose her. I'm scared of that.

Do you mean Hasaan ASSdella? Yeah, I know him. I actually saw him tonight! He was in his fuck ass carnival uniform. He's such a dweeb.

• B. Cat - "What happened? If you don't mind telling us of course."
• Cass - "i see"
• B. Cat - "He absolutely is a dweeb. But maybe you should check up on him every once in a while. Maybe he's not feeling that well."
• Cass - "Yeah he spoke to us earlier and he wasn't sounding too good"

Too much. Way too much. Everything went way too fast, I still can't believe it happened. She left not too long ago, I know I made her upset. I didn't mean to, I'm just...confused right now. I don't know, I don't know if she'd want me to tell you. The last thing she needs is for that to spread around.

I don't see him a lot anymore. But he has been acting a little weird lately. I'll see if I can try to talk to him before he leaves this summer. I think he's going on a trip with Opal? I don't know, I don't care.

• B. Cat - "Are you familiar with a tall, horned creature with glowing eyes? This is a survey i'm doing for my class project. If you have had any supernatural experiences with a half white half black monster, feel free to email me on coolcat@zmail.com"
• Cass - "Huh that description sure is interesting"

I've heard about that thing, yeah. I haven't personally encounter him, but from what my friends have told me, I wouldn't want to. You don't have to lie about that class project, by the way.

• Cass - "I would ask a question of my own, but I already think I know the answer as it is really more connected to me than it is to you"

Y'know, I don't even feel like ME half the time, did you know that? It feels like someone is just dragging a puppet around, it feels like I'm not even pulling the strings of my own fucking life. This doesn't feel like me. NONE of this ever FELT. like me. Who even am I? What am I? Why does it feel like I'm never in control of my own life, even when Mom is so fucking far away? It always feels like something is trying to break through, clawing its way out of my chest and making itself known to me. It feels dark, it feels like it isn't even a part of my soul, my very being. It feels heavy, it feels wrong, it feels gross. I feel like I'm gonna throw up, oh my god.

• B. Cat - "If you just keep trying to appease her, what will happen when she eventually dies, out of old age or murder or whatever might happen? Who will you have to appease? Your mother does not matter in this Clara. What matters is you and what you want."
• WinglessWurm (Wurm) - "That's fucked up to say about someone's mother, even if it's true!!! Also, idk you still have to consider that someone underage or not in control of their life cannot just. Ignore Their Parent. But!!! But!!!!!! Girl I think you need a lesson in learning how to be yourself. I mean It's like a long and hard and tough journey that's probably going to feel like splitting your fucking skull against a brick wall 14 times"

What I want is for it to be let out, but I don't really know what IT is at this point.

• Wurm - "But like. I don't know how to word it. It's a sign, I guess. Once you get that feeling it's never gonna go away and you can never escape it and repressing it is the worst thing you could do. and I think you get that. But like. Urgrh!! I wish I knew how to word it. We'll be here for you. We'll be here for you as much as we can be"

I just feel like...an odd buzzing in my chest. I feel like I'm gonna vomit, oh my god oh my god oh my god. That Waffle House and carnival food is getting to me, fuck.

• Wurm - "Do you need tums???? orr well. nvm ignore that. shrug emoji. Is there anything we could like reasonably do to help you"

It needs to come OUT. I can't fucking do this shit anymore, why can't this fucking thing leave me alone already!

• Wurm - "Are YOU out??? I think the thing that needs to come out might be you!!"

I can't breathe, this feeling is getting heavier and heavier. It feels like it's PHYSICALLY crawling its way out of my throat, I want to rip it the fuck out, I feel like it's going to consume me if I don't.

• B. Cat - "Don't rip out your throat. It's gonna come out eventually"
• Wurm - "Take some deep breaths. Are you a lesbian"

I have super strength, it'd heal anyways. I can't do this.

• Wurm - "I need to know this. Girl are you a lesbian. You used girl names for both of the characters including the one you were supposed to date apparently. So are you. This is important"

I don't know, fuck, I don't know. Am I? I'm dating a dude, I can't be gay, right? I can't do that. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. FUCK.

• Wurm - "Whispers in your ear. bisexuality...."
• B. Cat - "But your relationship with that guy doesn't feel like a relationship should feel, does it?"

You're confusing me, all of you are confusing me. I CAN'T BREATH, WHY CAN'T I FUCKING BREATH?

• Wurm - "OK!! order in the court. Calm down everybody. Take deep breaths, girl! Just breathe with me here. Ok?, , , Slowly. And then exhale and inhale all that. 3., , Give me a hint when you're calmer, alright?"

...

• B. Cat - "Are you okay?"
• Wurm - "3., , HAA Hoo!! breathing. We're breathers here"

I...think feel a lot better now? Thank you, thank you so much. You're all so kind, I couldn't have done this without you guys talking to me through the walls. Thank you so much.
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